I write a thousand songs in your eyes

new song.

As it is...

This beautiful world I live in circles around me - and has given me so many wonderful things to be greatful for. Laughter, smiles, beauty, friends, and sounds. Sounds that enter my head and dance around in my memory making all my moments a part of this soundtrack. I've become a person who sees the sunshine on the dark days. A person who has a sense of self. A person who has an idea of what this world has in store for me. Big things. Big, great things. Things that I never imagined possible. And its time to realize all these things. All the times I had an excuse. All the times I don't think it's possible. Now is the time for no more excuses. Its time for me to feel all the passion and power I've always known exhisted, but never gave myself the chance to realize. Time for me to let this huge song inside of me come to life. The real song. I've got to keep that song at the forefront of my mind. Its what drives my soul like nothing else. All those lyrics are worth a lifetime of who knows what great things will happen next. A lifetime of passion, connection, truth, and knowing that time is mine. I choose. I'm worth all of it. I deserve all of it.

brain dump

Time. Doesn't ever last long. How do we get far enough to realize the time is not ours. It doesn't belong to anyone. Its why we try so hard to harness it. Rope it in. Put a leash on it. Streetlights. Corner store. Flowers for a loved one. Tea on Tuesdays. Love on Fridays. Walk along like the sun burns your feet. Skurry like a chipmonk and find the nuts of Jesus. Rain down on me and feed me your lies. Listen to the sounds. Chew. Milk. Work. Play. Drink. Loose. Know. All in a matter of time. That time that we don't have.

ish

creap to the words that make their way
to find the stories that they live to create
a day a year a world you know
its all this song has to dream about
i need a shadow to create my soul
a beat that follows the words i draw